The Hooker From Kazakhstan

My friend came visiting recently ,i took him pretty much everywhere, one night we went to this nightclub with friends, the thing about Bangkok's nightclubs and bars that they close pretty early ,just like any place in Bangkok,except for couple of "underground" ones that stays open all night,i don't know why are they still referred to as "under ground" since everyone knows about them ! anyway, the other distinguished thing about nightclubs in BKK that no matter how classy the place is ,there will be free lancer hookers waiting to fish some drunken horny foreigner , couple of visits and you'll be able to spot them right on by the way they dress,dance,and act ,they're often dancing on the polls up high to show the goods and tease to please, i often find time to set back and watch,just watch, the people, the locals,the foreigners,both males and females,how the foreign girl look up (down) at the hookers,how the hookers try to fish with their eyes,i sometimes draw an imaginary line from their eyes where they initiate contact with (you),and how they pull (you) closely,nice and smoothly with the biggest smile on their faces, sometimes the thread is real shaky and vibrate,in that case it doesn't come out from the eyes,depending on your soberness and the music,the fishing thread would come out from different places ,and its really amazing,the fishing process i mean,its exactly like fishing, 1st the bate,now you're hooked,whether by eyes or other round body parts,and then the pulling begins ,(you) find yourself magically moving slowly to the poll,or wherever she is dancing at the floor,but (you)'re not often the only prey ,turned out ,the fisher throws a whole net all over,covering 360 degrees from where she is !now that you're there,and pulling is successfully completed :

• " take me out from the water" ,you say ,"I'm here already" .

and so she hears the unspoken words, gives you a hand,a hip,a back,a hug,a kiss,a lap dance, whatever you want ,she'll try them all at 1st,see what gets you to hang on to her waste tighter,once she knew what is it you like the most,she'll focus on that,once she makes sure that you're a good fish,and you're not trying to escape to another fisher ,she'll release the other still-on-the-way fishes, and the conversation starts :

• where you from ?
• bla bla
• whats your name ?
• bla bla

and the dancing continues. 15 minutes later, they'll be dancing like two people joint at birth, no separation what so ever, making out is constant ,touching and laughing as well, another 15 minutes,and they're either out of there heading to where they'll be spending the night ,or she is up there trying with another one ,the guy was apparently just a tease !it was a waste of time !

For me hookers where exciting one time only,the 1st time,i was a tease fish,i really can't get involved with one,or pay for sex, the more i watch them,the more i get mixed feelings about them ! some times they disgust me ! and sometimes i feel pity for them ! Prostitution is wrong and it demeans women,i even feel its demeaning when pretty girls show up in sexy dresses in the auto mobile exhibitions or so,the idea of me looking at something because there is a pretty woman next to it,or even looking at the woman displaying herself is repulsive to me .it feels uncomfortable and wrong.

Whenever i get out i like to get to know new people,foreigners or Thai ,but not the Thai hookers,the rest of the nice and neat Thai people,so that night,there was this non Thai woman,dressed nicely ,blond,a bit taller than average Thai gurls,wide eyes,you could easily tell she wasn't a Thai, but she was by herself,and foreigners usually go out in groups,you'd rarely find one girl by herself clubbing after 2 am !and she wasn't dancing or anything either !she was just setting there !in the middle of the club,she looked like she had lost someone in the crowd and trying to locate him or something, after a while she was gone ,and so did my friend !i lost him !so i waited by our table ,and then decided its time to have a look around ,i looked everywhere and couldn't find him so i got out looking for him near the entrance,i didn't find him there either,on the way back in,i saw the blond lady setting by herself near the entrance,so i approached her :

• Hey, have you seen a guy a bit taller than me with tied curly hair?
• No, your friend in white shirt no ?
• Yes!
• No i haven't seen him
• are you looking for someone as well ? I saw you setting there looking around
• No i didn't lose anyone ,i came by my self
• oh okay, how long have you been in Thailand?
• 6 months
• oh really!what do you do here?
• I work
• What do you do exactly ? I work here too
• "you know" she said,and gave me this smile and a wink !
• I was surprised! i haven't seen non-Thai hookers around before! and i laughed
• "entertainer ha? "
• yea
• so why aren't you dancing ?
• i danced a lot in the night club i was at before this one
• ahaaa, and where are you from ?

she said something like Kazakhstan or something,i couldn't really understand the word with the loud music, "and what about you ?" she added .

• "Jordan" i said ,do you know where Jordan is ?
• yea yea i know,I'm not stupid,Israel Dubai Bahrain !

i said smiling/laughing,and how are you gonna work if you're too tired to dance even?
she burst into laughing : No no,just show me money,when i see money,i get energized no problem.

• And what if i have money but I'm really ugly ?
• "If you have money I will fuck you even if you look like *********"

(she said the name of one of the Arab presidents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i couldn't help but laugh my lungs out !! how the hell does she know his name,and how da hell does she know he is ugly !it only shows the strong bond between her and a certain group of Arabs who apparently have something for blonds ! and then there was those 30 seconds where i really felt bad for her,30 seconds of silence,looking at me,kind of waiting for me to say whether I have money and want her or not !it was humiliating! i felt it was humiliating i don't know about her !so i said "good luck then" she said "good luck to you too finding your friend,if i see him i will tell him" .
and she went back to set where she was setting before this conversation started,i headed back to our table n found my friend waiting with the rest of our friends ,couple of hours later when we went back home nearly at 5 or 6 am, she was still there where i left her,with a Arab guy hanging to her nick ,i waved her good bye laughing , she winked at me with the biggest smile !

It was one of those times where i really didn't know how or what to feel !